An usent letter to you -my crush-
I once read that you have to do what you are afraid to do. And suddlenly, I asked you out on a date.
Fun fact: you haven´t the faintest idea about it, not to mention how far our relationship has progressed in my own movie I have created on my mind, of course.
This story is beutiful, I am a gifted daydreamer.
It was winter, but something was already blooming.
Isn’t it ironic that I am terrified of funfairs but I feel just as excited as a kid on a roller coaster, every time you are heading to my house?
No-one can pull off a smart-casual outfit as quickly as I can, believe me. Skill developed and tested.
On that Friday morning, you popped into my head as usual, those thoughts beat differently though.
My chest was about to burst if I kept it to myself any longer.
I felt empowered, brave and excited. I decided to take action.
I kept wondering, ‘What am I meant to do?’
Then, my inner voice suggested, ‘Why not send a voice message? It’s something you are good at.’
I didn’t know where I was getting myself into.
Ashamed might be my new surname if the answer was not what I desired.
Recorded. Delated.
Recorded. Delated.
Recorded. Sent.
Choosing a country to move to.
Do you remember the “Never have I ever” game? Certainly, this episode would be a masterpiece, a full-fledged checkmate.
A few minutes passed before I receive your message.
I panicked when I saw your notification on my screen.
Adrenaline filled the room.
I was unsure whether to open it.
Of course, I did it. Couldn’t wait to reading your response.
I was overwhelmed about showing my feeling about you.
You have a business connection to my residence, and I have felt the connection with you since I moved into this house.
Were we playing on separates leagues?
Today, everything feels real despite not knowing whether our future is following the same path. Today I feel alive and present because I stopped dreaming and took the first step.
Keep warm.
They say it’s cold.
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